I wanted a child
Because I was going to invent the
Biggest love
That had ever been
Pure love
Pure beauty
I could be Mary (Ah! Ah!Ah!)
And all the trying
Soul searching
Book reading
Frustration, worrying
Falling short, falling apart
Hating myself
Loving myself
Losing and finding and losing
Myself
Again and again
Was not about
Raising my sons
It was about
Raising myself
Parenting isn’t so much
Something to do
As...
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