The tug in my belly. The tears beginning, the disbelief. How could this be happening? Why? I want this. I hate this! I want a different life. I’m free, finally free! NO! STOP! Do what I want, what I say! Why, how, could you do this? Love someone else, want to be with her, hurt our love? What of our love? What of me? What of our children? I hate you! I want nothing to do with you! I want you –...
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