To My Younger Self

Dear One, I want you to know something very important, that no one has ever told you before. So please listen closely, because this is so important. It’s okay that you hated your mother. It’s really okay. You couldn’t have done better than you did. It was horrendous having her as a mother. You were all alone, so scared, and afraid of her. She attacked you, emotionally, energetically, even physically. You...read more

All Hell Broke Loose

image from strangedangers.com “All hell broke loose!” he said As if that’s a bad thing Well let me tell you It’s Hell time! It’s about time For everything to fall apart So if you don’t like the heat Get out of the way Out of my way Because I’ve opened the door It can’t be closed anymore I want it all to come out It’s what I’ve asked for It’s what you’ve pretended you wanted It’s...read more

Lonely One

You’re not alone by confusedvision It’s so lonely in this place. No one comes to visit here. They don’t even know I live here. They don’t know I exist. I’ve tried to let them know but It’s as if they shun me. My voice isn’t very loud, That’s true. I haven’t had the courage To shout and let my presence be felt. I haven’t wanted to shout, It feels too much, Too...read more

Hidden Away

In the most distant place, Where no one dare go, There, I’ve been hiding, In the realm beyond understanding, Hiding from you and from myself, Believing that my very nature Was not welcomed or wanted. I aligned with you as best I could, Hating my feeling nature. Yet, it’s what I am. I feel, I feel, I feel! I’ve been so trampled on, Pretending I wasn’t me. Feeling, tenderness, My very essence. It hasn’t been...read more