Oh! There I go again…
Thinking that there’s no place, in the world,
Where I fit in.
Where is my true home?
Where should I live?
How far must I travel before I find my people, my town?
There I go again…
Down the road of tears and fears
About being alone and what is wrong with me
That I don’t fit in anywhere?
So I ask myself,
“Well, what do you bring to the table?
What do you have to offer?”
I look at...
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We
Circling around the moment
Sending out energy streams like tentacles to touch
The moment emerging.
To touch each other and ourselves in that
Emerging moment.
Energy streaming from all the hearts
We all witness the pulling out of that thread.
We all pull
Out through the throat of one of us
From way deep down-
And every one here
Is drawing the thread.
Wanting the pictures that are painting themselves
To be seen...
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I fall asleep and find a door.
I open that door and John is there
Telling me about Heart and appearing slightly ragged. I feel afraid.
Once, I opened the door and there was the man with the beard
Who had been a snarling, stinking wolverine
Just moments before- stalking me.
Me and my sister terrified through the jungle
Only to say “You have a lot to learn from fear.”
And once, I opened the door
And...
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Love, now, is
Hearing myself compare myself to her
Noticing myself put myself down and
Stopping that.
Standing up for myself.
Love, now, is
Deliberately choosing
to do something different
Than I have ever done before.
Something other than
Trying harder to do better.
Something other than pushing.
Pushing…
Something other than
Hiding my face in shame or
Embarrassment.
Something other than
Disappearing or...
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I feel so deliciously
Curious…
About
The space between
Our mouths
Before we kiss and
After we part.
Parting.
Our shoulders
Our shouts.
The electric space between
Lips and ear-the whisper.
In the closet,
The space between his and hers,
The space between leaves on the tree,
Between tree and sky
What happens in these spaces?
These spaces we made
To learn… what?
To heal… what?
To evolve… what?
What of the...
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