It’s August.
September’s on the way.
This is the time
when she weighs
herself down
with lists, classes, meetings
chores have-tos and
should-dos.
A kind of lust
Has come in.
The sea wants
to carry her away
to a foreign country.
With or
without her family.
With or
without saying
Good-bye.
With or
without coming back.
No thought of returning now-
only flight.
A kind of lust,
so hard to resist.
But resisted,...
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Sometimes
I do nothing all day
but stare out the window
and watch the garden
standing still.
Occasionally shifting her feet
or scratching behind her ear.
A sigh.
A sigh.
A...
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You
who laid an aching arm
across my shoulders
encouraging.
Encouraging?
Your face
peering into mine.
Asking.
Was it you?
A park
in December.
Oak trees and chimney smoke.
Did you ever know
anyone so lost
as I was then?
Lost in plain sight.
When you’re lost
you’re a different person.
You’re a lost person
who’s awake and searching.
You notice things and
you talk to people
you’d normally ignore.
There...
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In the murky bedroom
Of her mother’s house
Shadows, decayed,
Fill in the gloom.
Curtains drawn tight
Never reveal
Sunlight or storms.
Day or night.
Keep it all out.
Keep out the breath.
Keep out the vision.
The room so bad
It must be hidden.
Lest light come in
Ever unbidden.
Tacky floor
Sticky walls-
If Light saw this
He’d be appalled.
The filth of neglect-
Of habitual hatred.
The rooms repel.
Denial is...
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They are glad, now, to have you to come to.
You are not whole to them.
You are arms that hug.
A voice answering and asking.
You are eyes seeking God in everything.
They are glad to know you are there.
And when they have gone,
They will look back and say,
She never worked a day in her life.
She never had to make money.
But they didn’t know you before.
Didn’t know you when
You preferred to sleep in your...
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