I fall asleep and find a door.
I open that door and John is there
Telling me about Heart and appearing slightly ragged. I feel afraid.
Once, I opened the door and there was the man with the beard
Who had been a snarling, stinking wolverine
Just moments before- stalking me.
Me and my sister terrified through the jungle
Only to say “You have a lot to learn from fear.”
And once, I opened the door
And...
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by Michele Rocha
You’re lucky I’m so fucking evolved
or you would be dead by now
My well-mannered cultured well-bred
Lady
would not risk the scandal
of having the town stumble over your
rotted dismembered body
in the garage freezer
That’s what the dragon me wants
To wreak havoc on your ordered world
To undo that princely reflection
To crumble your foundations
And burn off your too cool
Façade
Down to its...
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by Michele Rocha
How many revenge plots have I hatched
Drew into life through tortured pain
How many times have I hacked him to death
Drowned him
Pulled his heart out and stomped it
Had him drawn and quartered
Hung him from a dead tree
And watched him twitch into oblivion
Regretting that he ever hurt me
I published all his dirty secrets
Turned all his admirers into enemies
Made him lose everything he respected
Ran...
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by Michele Rocha
The smell of anger
Hot and humid
as the storm breaks
moves and bellows through the atmosphere
Blood is in this anger’s scent
in the anger’s trail
the wake of all the unexpressed rage
in her in him in the life of the universe itself
Mother and God and all the sons and daughters
The rage fire jumps and starts new trails
singeing those who dare too close
The sound of anger
low and pulsing
it...
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Love, now, is
Hearing myself compare myself to her
Noticing myself put myself down and
Stopping that.
Standing up for myself.
Love, now, is
Deliberately choosing
to do something different
Than I have ever done before.
Something other than
Trying harder to do better.
Something other than pushing.
Pushing…
Something other than
Hiding my face in shame or
Embarrassment.
Something other than
Disappearing or...
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